What sucks is when your out with a girl and all you wanna do is touch her, but her bf is sitting at the same table
So thinking about this realistically why should I buy a house over a 1 bedroom apartment somewhere?
It’s not like I ever have visitors. It’s been so long since someone come over to visit or hang out that I seriously can’t remember the last time or who it was
It’s rather depressing
Especially when I have issues about being alone
So I’m thinking of using this a lot more to blog my thoughts and feelings as no one really reads this.
As the days go on I feel my grip on sanity slowly disappearing. And it scares me to no end.
“you woke me up just to check that im alive, we talk to each other as if were five”
oh where are you in real life girl of my musical dreams
what you all make me feel like
and if only i had the guts to say it to your faces, or even post it where you could see. but then i dont think you would care anyway
